Hug Me Not
Her bright smile and exuberant personality rushed toward me with arms outstretched. I braced myself for the inevitable hug. I am hugged every time she sees me coming and going. I am hugged before and after a prayer. I am hugged at the beginning and the end of meetings. Her hugs surround me. The problem you ask? I am NOT a hugger. I do not have a strong desire for physical touch. My first thought is not to squeeze someone in love. Nor is it my second thought. It's not that my parents didn't lovingly embrace me as a child or that my husband is not attentive. It's not that all my physical love is doled out to the kids during the day and I haven't any hugs left in reserve. Outside of my immediate family, I am just not a touchy-feely kind of person. Is my discomfort with friendly hugs a result of keeping people at a distance? Of controlling who and what I let get close to my heart? Is it an attempt at protec...